For the longest time, you tell everyone except the people you should tell
They don’t need to know
They’d try to help you
And you don’t want that.
You sit there and cry and starve and binge, repeat
It could be considered a cry for attention,
Except nobody notices.
After a while, you become bitter.
They have to have noticed by now.
They obviously don’t care.
They no longer deserve to know.
Accidentally, you tell one of them.
Oh no, hell no, she’ll tell.
Except she’s pressuring you to.
You can’t, won’t, and refuse to.
Why would you?
It’s been over half a decade.
She starts to see things that
let's review, dear,
dollface, press play
rewind a little further...
and remember the stupid day
you... you saw me smiling
you knew i wanted to cry
this wasn't the first time you saw this scene
but it's the first time you asked why
it's true,
that you saw the stretch
you tried to catch
my troubled tears because of the way...
the little text messages
and i...
i've gotta thank you
you're the better sister
and even if we're not...
you'd better believe i'll think of you this way
nobody'll see us
if we just sigh
remember... the day?
that everything else seemed so far away?
remember... that day...?
i... tried my best to lead