MelzytheBeast

For the longest time, you tell everyone except the people you should tell They don’t need to know They’d try to help you And you don’t want that. You sit there and cry and starve and binge, repeat It could be considered a cry for attention, Except nobody notices. After a while, you become bitter. They have to have noticed by now. They obviously don’t care. They no longer deserve to know. Accidentally, you tell one of them. Oh no, hell no, she’ll tell. Except she’s pressuring you to. You can’t, won’t, and refuse to. Why would you? It’s been over half a decade. She starts to see things that

let's review, dear, dollface, press play rewind a little further... and remember the stupid day you... you saw me smiling you knew i wanted to cry this wasn't the first time you saw this scene but it's the first time you asked why it's true, that you saw the stretch you tried to catch my troubled tears because of the way... the little text messages and i... i've gotta thank you you're the better sister and even if we're not... you'd better believe i'll think of you this way nobody'll see us if we just sigh remember... the day? that everything else seemed so far away? remember... that day...? i... tried my best to lead

Falling for the creep the little leech here he comes Vicious hypnosis, and tears threatening that it's wrong to want more than a song Telling me what to think you are i wasn't really a problem... Hardly a day goes by that i don't think that i don't cry that i'm not on the brink and you...you don't try to break down you don't try to keep down No I don't still don't buy it You're still around I wonder why... but i just keep Falling for the creep the little leech here he comes Vicious hypnosis, and tears threatening that it's wrong to want more than a song Underneath the clothes he's a brick wall i just keep falling for t

nothing goes the way she planned the world's given her nobody to hold her hand but that's something i may not have undergone... but i understand get your security blanket now do you think i don't appreciate that you care enough to hate the person i've become behind these gates? no, trust me, i thank ya, dear i don't have to walk around in your shoes to see you feel the way i do maybe not the same pain, but still insane pain get your security blanket now but i don't have a lot to give i don't really have power over my shifts i'm sorry that i lashed out, but that's just fizz on top of the soda that metaphorically i am. imagine

the sun's so cold the water's burning i lost feeling when i was diving i can't swim, dear, but i sure can sink low outta this life that just got outta control... L-O-V-E... I'm thinking lately that i should keep it all in... because, dear friend... if i cry, you win &&baby, you're that one thing that never leaves my mind that'll never change, not soon anytime... to tell you the truth, i'm living in fear of what exactly the hell got me HERE like... L-O-V.... L-O-V-E..... to tell you the truth, i'm living in fear of what exactly the hell got me HERE like... L-O-V.... L-O-V-E.....

we're so careless  careless why're we all so alone? you act just like a DEMON OH, this is killing me chances are, you threw away my love threw away my heart, threw me away i'm sure you had your reasons but i'll never get to feel quite like you disguised behind my favorite eyes do you see my predictament created everytime we've said goodbye? i could love you FOREVER but would you kill ME tonight? knowing i couldn't put up a fight... would you hide me in your room... so no guy could zoom in to take me away could you love me today CAN YOU KILL ME TONIGHT? i'm so lonely lonely can you just come freaking save me? before

i'm going away hope you don't miss me but i need to get away to a place where nobody knows my name... i'm already there, nobody knows me everyone forgets my name, but... you're here... so, i don't wanna shine, past this world, past this sky, man this world really brings me down and you... you've never kicked me down if i was high i'm only damned 'cause i don't wanna... i never wanted... to... to tell you the truth, i'm dying i hope you can still be you 'cause i don't wanna be me... i never liked me... cooking helps... cleaning rocks.... busy hands can't find knives, knives can't take lives... but i still never ever wa

so sentimental... so sentimental, everything's just freaking peachy now tell me, when you said you loved me, did you even mean it or, well tell me, tell me, tell me, tell me don't lie to me OH, am i a sweetheart? am i nice, woah! do you, do you think that... i'm easily discouraged, but i refuse to let you know... if i cry, then you win, oh... so apathetic so apathetic dollface, no, no, no,... everything's FINE... so "Don't worry about it" 's to pair with my smiles, so you don't doubt it, doubt it, did you care for me, dollface, i doubt it, WOAH am i a sweetheart? am i nice, woah! do you, do you think that... i'm easily