For the longest time, you tell everyone except the people you should tell
They don’t need to know
They’d try to help you
And you don’t want that.
You sit there and cry and starve and binge, repeat
It could be considered a cry for attention,
Except nobody notices.
After a while, you become bitter.
They have to have noticed by now.
They obviously don’t care.
They no longer deserve to know.
Accidentally, you tell one of them.
Oh no, hell no, she’ll tell.
Except she’s pressuring you to.
You can’t, won’t, and refuse to.
Why would you?
It’s been over half a decade.
She starts to see things that
let's review, dear,
dollface, press play
rewind a little further...
and remember the stupid day
you... you saw me smiling
you knew i wanted to cry
this wasn't the first time you saw this scene
but it's the first time you asked why
it's true,
that you saw the stretch
you tried to catch
my troubled tears because of the way...
the little text messages
and i...
i've gotta thank you
you're the better sister
and even if we're not...
you'd better believe i'll think of you this way
nobody'll see us
if we just sigh
remember... the day?
that everything else seemed so far away?
remember... that day...?
i... tried my best to lead
: i dunn even know... : by MelzytheBeast, literature
Literature
: i dunn even know... :
Falling for the creep
the little leech
here he comes
Vicious hypnosis,
and tears threatening that it's wrong
to want more than a song
Telling me what to think you are
i wasn't really a problem...
Hardly a day goes by
that i don't think
that i don't cry
that i'm not on the brink
and you...you don't try to break down
you don't try to keep down
No I don't still don't buy it
You're still around I wonder why...
but i just keep
Falling for the creep
the little leech
here he comes
Vicious hypnosis,
and tears threatening that it's wrong
to want more than a song
Underneath the clothes he's a brick wall
i just keep falling for t
nothing goes the way she planned
the world's given her nobody to hold her hand
but that's something i may not have undergone...
but i understand
get your security blanket now
do you think i don't appreciate
that you care enough to hate
the person i've become behind these gates?
no, trust me, i thank ya, dear
i don't have to walk around in your shoes
to see you feel the way i do
maybe not the same pain, but still insane pain
get your security blanket now
but i don't have a lot to give
i don't really have power over my shifts
i'm sorry that i lashed out, but that's just fizz
on top of the soda that metaphorically i am.
imagine
the sun's so cold
the water's burning
i lost feeling
when i was diving
i can't swim, dear,
but i sure can sink low
outta this life that just got outta control...
L-O-V-E...
I'm thinking lately
that i should keep it all in...
because, dear friend...
if i cry, you win
&&baby, you're that one thing that never leaves my mind
that'll never change, not soon anytime...
to tell you the truth,
i'm living in fear
of what exactly the hell got me HERE
like... L-O-V....
L-O-V-E.....
to tell you the truth,
i'm living in fear
of what exactly the hell got me HERE
like... L-O-V....
L-O-V-E.....
love me today: kill me tonight by MelzytheBeast, literature
Literature
love me today: kill me tonight
we're so careless careless
why're we all so alone?
you act just like a DEMON
OH, this is killing me
chances are, you threw away my love
threw away my heart,
threw me away
i'm sure you had your reasons
but i'll never get to feel quite like you
disguised
behind my favorite eyes
do you see my predictament
created
everytime we've said goodbye?
i could love you FOREVER
but would you kill ME tonight?
knowing i couldn't put up a fight...
would you hide me in your room...
so no guy could zoom in to take me away
could you love me today
CAN YOU KILL ME TONIGHT?
i'm so lonely
lonely
can you just come freaking save me?
before
i'm going away
hope you don't miss me
but i need to get away
to a place where nobody knows my name...
i'm already there,
nobody knows me
everyone forgets my name,
but... you're here...
so, i don't wanna
shine, past this world,
past this sky, man this
world really brings me down and you...
you've never kicked me down
if i was high
i'm only damned 'cause i don't wanna...
i never wanted... to...
to tell you the truth, i'm dying
i hope you can still be you
'cause i don't wanna be me...
i never liked me...
cooking helps... cleaning rocks....
busy hands can't find knives,
knives can't take lives...
but i still never ever wa
so sentimental...
so sentimental,
everything's just freaking peachy
now tell me,
when you said you loved me,
did you even mean it or,
well tell me, tell me, tell me, tell me
don't lie to me OH,
am i a sweetheart?
am i nice, woah!
do you, do you think that...
i'm easily discouraged, but i refuse to let you know...
if i cry, then you win, oh...
so apathetic
so apathetic
dollface, no, no, no,...
everything's FINE...
so "Don't worry about it" 's to pair with my smiles, so you don't
doubt it, doubt it, did you care for me, dollface, i doubt it,
WOAH
am i a sweetheart?
am i nice, woah!
do you, do you think that...
i'm easily
For the longest time, you tell everyone except the people you should tell
They don’t need to know
They’d try to help you
And you don’t want that.
You sit there and cry and starve and binge, repeat
It could be considered a cry for attention,
Except nobody notices.
After a while, you become bitter.
They have to have noticed by now.
They obviously don’t care.
They no longer deserve to know.
Accidentally, you tell one of them.
Oh no, hell no, she’ll tell.
Except she’s pressuring you to.
You can’t, won’t, and refuse to.
Why would you?
It’s been over half a decade.
She starts to see things that
let's review, dear,
dollface, press play
rewind a little further...
and remember the stupid day
you... you saw me smiling
you knew i wanted to cry
this wasn't the first time you saw this scene
but it's the first time you asked why
it's true,
that you saw the stretch
you tried to catch
my troubled tears because of the way...
the little text messages
and i...
i've gotta thank you
you're the better sister
and even if we're not...
you'd better believe i'll think of you this way
nobody'll see us
if we just sigh
remember... the day?
that everything else seemed so far away?
remember... that day...?
i... tried my best to lead
I'm quite serious. I might as well post pics for this project... (considering I deleted everything else I've posted_) ;)
So... yeah.
It's about an alien humanoid girl.
;)
yeah...
I'mma need help...
like... now.
:heart::blackrose:
-MK
MEOW!
:heart:
I likes the cold.
Moving on, where're my veggiebrained friends at?
I really, sincerely neeeeeeeeed recipes.
I'm tired of the same 12 meals 100X's
oh, well, I love yall.
Byes.
-MK :blackrose::heart: